It’s true my dear, you deserve so much better than you get
Only one thing.
And that’s you.
I want to be curled up next to you, feeling your arms around me and your breath on my neck. The wonderful feeling of love and security that only you can give me. I want to fall asleep together like we have before, and day dream about a year from now when things will be different. God won’t things be great. When you and I start off our lives together as us, just us. Nothing will stand in the way. Together we can overcome anything.
I can’t wait to escape this town and these people. We’ll go somewhere lovely. Have a fresh start. Somewhere where we can be us, whoever we want to be.
I love you.
You know, this time last year is when I started this blog. One year ago, I missed you like crazy. I didn’t want to go to school, I kept my phone glued to me in case you were able to text or call. I just wanted you to be back home with me. So I started this. As a happy 5 month anniversary gift. One of the best ideas I’ve ever had. It gave me an outlet for my feelings that wasn’t spewing them directly to you. I’m so glad I made it through this hectic year with you, and that I more or less kept this blog up for us through out it.
You mean so much to me it’s insane. That’s part of why I’m back on here. Because you deserve to see how much you mean to me. And just how amazing you are. You are special. You are everything to me. And now, you’re stuck with me forever.
I love you
One in which each day is bliss with you and I, cuddling together under the cherry trees (did I mention I want cherry trees?)